From The Inside

 

I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

 

Changing My Thoughts I Change My World.

I live in my own world.

A world created by me.

In this world,there’s no place for those who i don’t want in my life.

In this world,all that exists is what i want to see.

This world is the result of trying to escape the depressing reality.

Others can’t understand that,they claim that we live in a beautiful world and they are free.None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free.They live in a fake reality that is given to them by some…I can understand the way they think,because once..i was one of them….

 

We are going to die..and that makes us the lucky ones…

We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones.Most people are never going to die because they are never going to be born. The potential people who could have been here in my place but who will in fact never see the light of day outnumber the sand grains of Sahara. Certainly those unborn ghosts include greater poets than Keats, scientists greater than Newton. We know this because the set of possible people allowed by our DNA so massively outnumbers the set of actual people. In the teeth of these stupefying odds it is you and I, in our ordinariness, that are here. We privileged few, who won the lottery of birth against all odds, how dare we whine at our inevitable return to that prior state, from which the vast majority have never stirred.

Silence

The first thing that pops into my mind when i hear the word “silence” is something mysterious,something peaceful but at the same time something scary.Silence says a lot of things without speaking,noise speaks a lot without saying anything important.Silence,like a treasure must be hidden ,only a few will search to find it.Perhaps we fear that there’s no something that makes it sound good,but if it were it wouldn’t be silence,would it?

Nowadays the more it is misunderstood the more it becomes valuable.We must deepen things,not just listen to what everyone else is listening,but listen deeply,there where the mind can’t reach,the eye can’t see,there where when we get there,we will look back and see where we really were.It’s hard to hear the silence in the noise,especially when the noise distract you, BUT the sound that rises from the silence is more powerful and more beautiful than the noise.

Στις μέρες μας όσο παρεξηγημένη κι αν είναι η σημασία της από την πλειοψηφία τόσο πιο πολύτιμη γίνεται

The Messenger…

When you feel you’re alone
Cut off from this cruel world
Your instincts telling you to run
Listen to you heart, those angel voices
They’ll sing to you they’ll be your guide back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind

When you’ve suffered enough
And your spirit is breaking
Your growing desperate from the fight
Remember your loved and you always will be
This melody will bring you right back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
When Life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind

Being An Introvert In An Extrovert World

Extrovert society..Extrovert people..Extrovert education..Extrovert entertainment..Extrovert TV..Extrovert World…

That’s it..I’m SICK of this world!I’m SICK of stupid people asking me “why don’t you go out?” or “what do you do at home all day” “don’t you get bored?” and when i tell them that i like being alone they try to convince me to be more social and they look at me like I’m an alien or something….you know something….FUCK OFF and LEAVE ME ALONE!

I’m SICK of being treated like an inferior.

I’m SICK of people asking me “what’s wrong with you”…NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME! I just live in my own world because I’m SICK of yours!

I don’t even care about what you are thinking of me!

I’m an introvert so I like being alone!That’s all!You can’t understand it??GO AWAY and keep your advices for yourself.

One of the best feelings is when you realize you don’t need anyone anymore.

Dreams?

Dreams feel real while we’re in them. It’s only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange

and

sometimes they are so great, that we don’t want to wake up…