I hate that feeling when you feel something for someone and you think of her every single day but you don’t know if she does the same for you.When you are jealous for stupid reasons,like just watching her speaking to another boy.In my case i don’t even know what i feel for her.I’m wondering what i would answer if she asked me to be her boyfriend,yup yup,I’m idiot i know that,actually i might answer no but i would still have the same feelings for her.Love is not for me.The last time i had that kind of feelings for a girl was 1,5 year ago,to tell the truth i missed this feeling and i wanted to feel it again,guess what..it’s back now and it sucksssss. -.-
I’m so desperate when i think she doesn’t like me,let alone if she likes someone else…pff…..Sometimes i try to convince my self that it’s something usual that all teenagers have,it works…then the next morning i see her again and have the same feeling…..Oh Life….
One of my online friends had a car accident,on top of that she found out that her father may have cancer.She was fine few days ago,then suddenly this happened….Life….You never know what life hides from you…Nothing is granted…Every second changes everything…but what to do if you don’t know what impact your choices will have…Perhaps hope is the only thing that is left to us in hard situations.
Dedicated to my friend Lindsey.
When life’s got you down and
you can’t make a sound
Cause love has forsaken you
When you burning on fire
but have no desire
To put out the flames in
You gotta have hope
You gotta have something
there’s always a reason to break Hope
Cause nothing less
Will save the day
When you are in pain then
step of the train
Nobody’s waiting for you
You can knock down each
door of all metaphors
Or embrace the cold hard truth
But you gotta have hope
You gotta have something
there’s always a reason to break Hope
Cause nothing less
Will save the day
I see that look in your eyes
I’ve seen it before
Each to our own disguise
If you need me babe
you’re not alone, no, no
When life’s got you down and
you can’t make a sound
cause despair has stolen your song
but raise up your fist
and into the abyss
Scream, “Coward, get of my lawn”
Hope
Something
there’s always a reason to break Hope
Cause nothing less will save the day
