Goodbye 2011 (+ random stuff)

Well well well,last day of the year huh?(Kind of strange day,I went to sleep at 3am and woke up at 6 am O.o)

Phew..one more year passed by…people around me seem to be happy,having fun,enjoying the festivities..I’m not..During this time period I’ve been only relaxing,surfing on the internet,learning some songs to play on piano,playing Batman Arkham City on PC(awesome game) and other relaxing activities that I like to do.Nothing special.I also try to gain weight.Yesterday I ate :

Morning:cornflakes

Noon: 1 plate of soup,1 plate of macaroni and 1 plate of omelette

Evening: Drank tea with crepe

Night: 2 plates of macaroni again XD

I want to gain at least 5 kilos (11lbs).I can’t imagine myself thicker so I’m curious ^^

As I said,people seem to be happy these days.They post their whole life on facebook so I see their life is so much more exciting than mine.My life compared to theirs is boring.However I wouldn’t change my life for theirs because I don’t like their activities at all.Actually I hate their activities.Don’t know about the rest of the world but in Greece the number 1 activity for a teenager is to go to a cafeteria or a bar with friends,and the number 2 activity is clubbing.I hate both of them.For the first one there’s too much noise in cafeterias and bars that you can’t really talk,they also smoke!so your clothes smell like you smoked a pack of cigarettes.And for the second one (I really hate this one)It’s a place full of stupid people getting rude and dancing like animals in the rhythm of meaningless music which is extremely loud + flashing lights that makes your eyes hurt O_O and they call this fun?Where’s the fun in that!?I find it totally a waste of time.(I’d rather jump off a bridge)

 

Complaining about not having fun but hating to do these”funny” activities,then how am I supposed to have fun?I have no idea.Being an introvert is hard sometimes…I like doing the things I do and some of them are really fun but those people in the clubs seem to be having 99999999^99 times more fun than me.How? @_@

 

2011

Was probably the most intense year of my life.During this year I have learned and experienced many things.Some were good,some were bad…But I can say for sure that I actually “LIVED” this year!So many memories.Most of them from school,I don’t mean memories of us doing stupid things or things like that but unique memories of friendship,it’s hard to explain but last year our class was like a family.We did creative things,we took initiatives and many other things that connected us.Sadly this belongs to the past now and due to the huge amount of homework we don’t have the time to do these things this year.

Anyway

New Year’s Resolution

That’s my New Year’s Res…oh wait…no…just no….

(…)

I don’t care if I loose or gain weight.I don’t care if I save or waste money.I don’t care If I be less or more stressed.I don’t care if I get better or worse grades.I don’t even care if I have more or less enemies.

I just want to