Being Alone

I’ve always been that isolated kid

Far away from the crowd

Never tried to be the center of attention

Never tried to be someone else

Being alone is more a choice than a feeling

It’s a path I’ve chosen to go

Even though sometimes I wonder if I chose it or it chose me

Walking this path all alone

Without following anyone

Occasionally I stop to look behind

But no one’s there

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Until then I walk alone

Nobody said it’s easy

Sometimes it’s hard indeed

Sometimes I hate my life

But hate everyone else’s more

Sometimes I feel like I was born in the wrong place,in the wrong time

Like I’m lost

Like I don’t belong here

Like I need to run far away from everything and everyone

But..Can I?

It’s not loneliness that makes this journey hard

But it’s accepting the fact that out of all the people I know

No one ever tried to be with me

Rejection is one of the most painful feelings one can have…