Initiative Day

My classmates decided to start cleaning our class ’cause no one else would do

Don’t fall in love…

“Don’t fall in love”.That’s what i say to myself.I tend not to fall in love,i don’t know why but i guess this is a defending mechanism that i created  in my subconscious for some reason that i can’t or deny to find.There’s a girl in my class that i “like”,”love” or better i’m attracted to her.I haven’t told her my feeling because i don’t even know what’s that i really feel about her O.o.Do i feel “love”?or it’s just attraction.Last year we were again classmates but i wasn’t feeling anything about her,but something happens this year,i don’t know what,that makes me “Love” or “like” her.Today i saw her kissing a boy on the cheek,i know it’s S-T-U-P-I-D but i felt so weird that moment,like i was jealous or something @_@.We talk in the school and chat some times on msn,laugh etc… I don’t know if she feels something about me,maybe…. but even if she does i don’t know what to do.I’m so confused….