That’s it..I’m SICK of this world!I’m SICK of stupid people asking me “why don’t you go out?” or “what do you do at home all day” “don’t you get bored?” and when i tell them that i like being alone they try to convince me to be more social and they look at me like I’m an alien or something….you know something….FUCK OFF and LEAVE ME ALONE!
I’m SICK of being treated like an inferior.
I’m SICK of people asking me “what’s wrong with you”…NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME! I just live in my own world because I’m SICK of yours!
I don’t even care about what you are thinking of me!
I’m an introvert so I like being alone!That’s all!You can’t understand it??GO AWAY and keep your advices for yourself.
One of the best feelings is when you realize you don’t need anyone anymore.
I had been writing songs before but my Hard Drive broke and all of my songs were deleted.After a 4month break today i downloaded again a program to start writing music again.I like doing creative things like making videos,drawing,making music etc…I’m excited,i want to write new songs soooooooooooooo much.This time I’ll try something different,more unique,I still don’t know what exactly but I’ll let my inspirations to manage that.
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I
Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think I’ve lost so much
I’m so afraid that I’m out of touch
How do you expect… I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to
Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
